I ask my higher self to talk to Phil's higher self to see where we're at an to request that Phil initiateve the conversation that I am having such a hard time getting us into.
The last couple weeks have been lovely. I don't know if we can m ore into something lovingly supportive without the titles and definitions.
I perhaps am just short-sighted but I do not see nor feel a supportive future between us.
I know a relationship takes work, I just feel like I work too hard at this one with little to show for it.
I care about him so very much though... so, now what?
