Monday, November 17, 2003

can't.stop.

[previously posted on xanga]

...and life prevails, regardless of depression and psychosis ...

stranger days could not have been than those of my recent history .. how to digest and move forwards -- who knows .. but of course, that's the only option .. no stopping now! their merry-go-round is spinning on all its axis' and no matter how loud I scream it wont stop for anyone!

but is there a light at the end of the tunnel? or is that as much a mirage as the tunnel itself? .. ahh ... the tunnel of birth .. mirrored in the tunnel of death .... or do we just start all over again, doomed to repeat the same existence on replay for all eternity?

but of course, time does not exist -- it is merely a mechanism of control... of communication .. of will-power .... can you stop the clock?