How do I begin to journal again after such a very long pause? ... After such criticism on my recording choices by Clifford? ... After such self doubt?!
I've always wanted to write my book. I've never gotten very far... Am I still young at 32? Is there still hope for all my endeavors?
1inFour.ca has potential, really real potential... will it carry me into the life I am meant to lead... or is it pulling me on a path I can't possibly agree with? I have excitement and also fear. I suppose a balance is healthy, but I want so very much more from this life. Is that so very wrong?
I AM LONELY! (I miss Matt lately, but he never hears me calling... or at least never responds.)
