Wednesday, April 23, 2003

to you and you and you and you!

[from casstastrophe.com blog]
 


Sometimes everyone just needs a helping hand and last year when I discovered the Spark of Brilliance program I was a little weary, but after attending several of their night groups, I found that this was an outlet I could really get into. The only problem is they're in Guelph, which is about 45 mins from me on a good traffic day! (and I'm not too keen on driving alone)...

So I opted to help their efforts in a different way and worked instead on their webpage! I think the site that's there (while out-dated) looks great! I havnt really "felt" like working on it lately, so I'm trying to retire it over to a new publisher, but I feel a little loss at the ability to communicate my ideas. Things should go smoothly in the transfer though! 

Tuesday, April 22, 2003

could we have given it away any faster?

[from casstastrophe.com blog]
 
 
 
Well.. so much for my predictions. With a devastating final score of 6-1 it seems only fit that the Leafs are out. But they had so much potential! *sigh* I wonder sometimes just how fixed sports leagues are... but you didn't hear me say that! *blush*

Monday, April 21, 2003

.. Lumme passes and... GIVES IT AWAY!

[from casstastrophe.com blog]

 Even only being a Leafs fan for 2yrs .. I admit I'm getting tired of hearing that line up there :) But since tonite, in double overtime, Greene scored and forced Philly into the seventh game... I figured it was only relevant for me to talk about hockey and my experience with it ...

Predictions: Leafs over Flyers.. LEAFS over Sens..
LEAFS over NJ/Tampa.. LEAFS TAKE THE CUP!

Well.. whatever it takes to bring the cup back to CANADIAN rule! But then, I dont watch hockey if its not Leafs Hockey, so my bias is notable! Slowly I've been getting into the rhythm at my house of ppl coming to drink and play darts and WATCH THE GAME! and then the playoffs come along and hockey night gets extended. I cant say I mind -- its been great to meet these people (Kyle's friends) and to learn about hockey and how it works -- now I can follow the game instead of just getting dizzy watching the puck!

so I'll leave it at this:       *** GO! LEAFS! GO! ***

Thursday, April 17, 2003

and after a nice sleep, he came back for more!

[from casstastrophe.com blog]
 
 
 
FAWK! Either vi is corrupt, or someone came in and deleted this entry.. I dont get it! I had this nice li'l dity about ghawd and religion and wicca and shizznitch .. and now its GONE! Something screwy is goin' on here! Oh well.. instead of my nice li'l Easter msg .. you get this replacement! BLAH! :( 

Thursday, April 10, 2003

The best things in life are free!

[from casstastrophe.com blog]
 
 
 
I cant possibly stress that enough! Ghawd I love my life sometimes.. I've had a really rough weekend so far, I'm glad it's almost over. I was silly enough to do something thats not very good for me (smoke green!) and I had a nasty little schizo-episode.. Kyle was really sweet to me and helped me through it. I think he found out some things he hadn't been aware of .. and we worked through them. I think I'm in a much better head space right now than I have been for several weeks. It's really important to cherish the special parts of life.. and I cherish Kyle... 
 
I think I'm going to do a change of location for the summer, just to kick-start my ass into gear... I'll talk more about that later though.. 

I've really been working on upgrading my music knowledge and my mp3 collection has certainly grown.. I'm going to add a music section to this site very soon! It's the only thing I can really think that's been missing, other than maybe a booklist, but that would take a very long time to compile! 

Tuesday, April 8, 2003

raking my brain

[from casstastrophe.com blog]
 
 
 
Well, I looked at the clock and it read 1:43am ... and I thought to myself 1 - 4 - 3 .. thats the pager code for I - LOVE - YOU ... best get online and pop off another muse-like entry before it gets cold! But then, then I forgot what I had to say... so all you get is this cheap rambling about a cute time and a silly excuse for why I'm not in bed yet... yep, thats all you get

Sunday, April 6, 2003

w.a.l.s.t.i.b

[from casstastrophe.com blog]
 
 
 
..and I'm never sure when it stops.. sometimes it flickers into my consciousness quicker than I can even grasp, and its only later I become aware of vague memories from when it was there...
does that even make any sense? does anything I write ever make sense.. *sigh* who do I write to, why do I write, does anyone listen? am I going insane or am I slowly going sane? I cant seem to differentiate between the two... 

soon, it says, soon .. soon it comes and we wait... patiently? no, I think it's because we haven't a choice ... we must merely wait.... 

so I wait....... 

Wednesday, April 2, 2003

the evil man rears his ugly head again

[from casstastrophe.com blog]
 
 

 Well.. it's tax season! In fact, tax season is about to come to a close (at the end of this month) and I havn't even begun to piece together the mess that is my taxes! *le sigh* Will someone help me please?!
I've been playing around with some of these pages, adding some here, taking some away there .. and I added the new main page for METALLICA!!!!

We are going to have a BLAST at that!! ohmighawd Limp Bizkit, Deftones, Lyncoln Park, and the ab-so-fckn-lute show stopper M E T A L L I C A @!@#!@#@!!@$!@$

hehe.. if you find something broken on the page that wasn't broken before, feel free to drop me a line and let me know!