r.i.g.h.t.h.e.r.e. (where I should be)

[previously posted on xanga]

if only I knew how to leave a little piece of my soul _R I G H T  H E R E_ for you ..... so you'd know .. truly .. how much it has meant for me to have you, even the tiniest bit of you, in my life .... thus far if only I knew how to leave a little piece of my heart _R I G H T  H E R E_ for you .... so you'd know.. deeply.. how I wish I could express the things I dont even understand that I feel for you .. already if only I knew how to leave a little piece of my mind _R I G H T  H E R E_ for you ....  so you'd know .. maybe.. how I need you to continue caressing my aching frontal lobes while I am gone.. for tonight... ..... and in the same breath ... your breath .... read the previous blog entry ... *chuckle* "oh how I draw pictures in the sand .. glorious pictures.. only to watch the tide come in and drag them out to sea for no one to see but me and me, without the possibility of you"