Check-in: feeling checked-out. Kyla saw me on OKC & asked what it was, I said a dating site and she said "don't you think it's too soon?"
Matt "the one" msg'd me last night. We talked for almost 4hrs. He says I'm still his fantasy.. He also says he's staying in a loveless relationship out of loyalty & responsibility. He says he doesn't want to promise me anything because he can't give me what I deserve.
What do I want? What do I need? What do I deserve!?! Can Matt be it? Do I even have real memories after 8 years?
Who am I to me? Who am I at all? I know I want companionship. But at what cost to us? *sigh* why can't it be simple.
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