Thursday, January 17, 2013

a torn journal entry

(written in blue pencil crayon)

Crushing on a boy I hardly know and I've never met -- who is too young for me and smokes pot. All the factors are wrong but other than the CYO counsellor from SAGE camp, this is the first crush I've had in a long while. It feels kind of silly, but nice at the same time. I wanted to write about it, but couldn't even make myself do it in pen -- talk about silly! Phillip <3's rats & lizards & snakes ... & has an awesome beard :) More silly ideas -- as if those are even reasons to crush!!  Although I find myself wondering what his voice sounds like.

So much work to do w/ 1inFour. No time for a man in my life anyhow. I guess it's just a nice place for idle thoughts to flow!

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